Knocked out by Japanese

So basicly I have been Knocked out or rather punched in the face by Japanese and I dont want to fight back anymore. I love Japan but I hate Kansai Gaidai's Program. So much has happened since i got here and Im to tired to write about it. Ill try to go backwards as best as I can.

今日
So Kansai Gaidai has tested me maybe 3 or 4 or 5 i have lost track by now. We take a test when u come to test ur Japanese, then after a busy 1st week u take another test, which could change what level you are already in. I though maybe I should try for three since thats the level I should be in, but I didnt pass that test so I though oh ok Ill be in 2 since i tested in that level, and they cant put u back more right? Wrong so I didnt do well on my test they put me in the lowest level of Japanese 2 I guess because I can read and write Japanese. It was so embarsing going to my normal Japanese class then the teacher tells me to go to the other lower level, and they put a notice in my mail box at 6pm yesterday. WTF who is still at school during that time.

It gets even worse when I saw that I also FAILED my Kanji test due to a combination of incorrect strokes which u lose points, and other stuff. Alot of places on the quiz there wasnt much parshal credit.
It was too much to deal with and I came back here and had to talk to Kyle. I have nevr felt so defted by Japanese since high school. (Where no matter how hard I studied I always barrely got a C, along with every other student cause our teacher tought so fast so no one really got good grades)

The first few days here I got headaches from all the stress of getting papers in, going to orentations, paying for my dorm, buying a bike, and a other crap. Plus my mother calling me to get my finger prints for this government internship that I didnt even get. >.<

Its is and was too much for me to deal with but I tried my best. I just cant memorize soo many words in less than a week and it seems like we are always prepairing for a test. Screw it apparently im not good a Japanese, and im just gonna get the credits for my classes and do my best in my normal classes.

Im getting used to biking everday but it just sucks when u are dead from classes then gotta bike. LOL

One thing I do like about here is the CIE Lounge, lol it makes it easy to find my friends and meet new people.

My $200.00 (and there wasnt any cheeper) phone is nice. Its a mickey phone,that I can watch TV on. I have never spend so much on anything except this laptop . LOL I still cant believe I spent that much .... but when every phone is like $197.00 an the prepaid is $50 + $30 or $50 dollar phone card and u have to watch ur calls be cause its like a dollar per call, with other rescrictions.

Im still having some culture shock from Korea, to China, then Japan. LOL mostly because of the prices, and the language.