High School drama.. wait I thought I was in College

And we are all adults? Maybe its just me. Is it sad I am slowly counting down till i leave here because just so wont be here anymore. Among the million of things that bother me last week I found out something that really bothers me. I was siting around my usually girls and I hear "Hey lets go drinking, Ill bring my boy toy, and you bring yours". Since when are boys toys. I feel like people here are really caught up on the ideal of having a Japanese boyfriend and aren't dont care about peoples personalities at all. After hearing this I didn't want to hear the rest of the conversation and I got up and left. I know if these Japanese boys didn't like being treated like "toys" then they would tell them to stop right? But doesn't it say something bad if your the girl who does it? So I officially have a girl who is jealous of me because I am friends with her boy toy. I guesses this but I got a confirmation from my friend today. Now this boy we will call him Hiro talks to me I dont always talk to him, sits near me, eats lunch whatever cause he is my friend. So its Friday afternoon and the boys finish playing basketball so I go and test out my non existant skills with Hiro then Kosuke. Hiro shows off his surprising good dribble and I get my face handed to me >.<>.< (goodness these boys ) I was told today by tiff that Ms. Kellly told someone to come and break us up, so (my ) alex repeats "yeah go break them up", and Kosuke comes over to break us up. Then that night we where all drinking (meaning everyone else but me LOL, Japanese beer is NASTY) in the park and ms. kelly is all touchy on Hiro all night. Whatever right? Not caring I just chill out and enjoy my Fanta and my Pokky, feeling better about myself cause I dont have throw myslef on someone because I am dieing for attention. Hiro comes up to me and he said "hey wanna play a game?", Im like uh sure >.< *slightly creeped out* But this game was inocent and fun. The game was a fun version of rock paper sizzors where if you will you get to walk for 5 steps each time you beat the other person. Sadly enought that was the most fun I had all night, cause for somereason I forgot about my surroundings and just smilled for the first time in like 3 days. Eventhough I could feel the angry vibes I didnt let it get to me. Last thing that blew my mind this chick lends Hiro her bike but doesnt say anything to the affect of " Get home safe, or be carefull", she saids " Hey be carefull with my bike, cause if you get in trouble then they will trace it back to me". >.<

So the morral of this story? Im going to hang out with other people and enjoy the rest of my time here.

The drama with my so called friends is tooo much. I need to just talk to them about it but for somereason I dont. I wish I could tell them how they hurt my feelings when they leave me behind. When my friend puts a boy first when I come running when she calls. I try so hard to justiy it in my mind and it doesnt work. Friends dont do that, and I'm done. Im done being nice, and not saying anything, and making excuses for terrible friends.

Eww what a emo post lol I gotta do something fun so I can write about it here.
To make matters worse I droped my 200 dollar phone today & Bank of America Over Charged my credit card >.<

Japan ! ^.^ & Hanami

Ok so wow it has been a while .... Goodness its like April. Oh well

Japan um yeah

Im already in my fourth month of my Kansai Gaidai Study abroad. Im enjoying it mostly, but it too has its pluss and flaws. The biggest one is that our program is compeltely different from the program that the Japanese students are doing, so the Japanese students JUST came back to school.But wait didnt I go to Japan to pratice Japanese and meet Japanese people ? >.<>.<. The teacher Saigo Sensei is really funny so i dont mind his class at ^.^. He teaches us so of the most random things and he teaches us really funny things too. Instead of Japanese Writing I take Zen Buddhism, along with Issue in Japan, and Death in Asian Thought. Not really sure why I took the last one but the title sounded really interesting so I took it. Now is Cherry Blossom season in Japan so me and my friends went to do Hanami (Flower Viewing) Hanami is basicly where you sit under the cherry blossoms trees and eat and drink (alchol). Alex and Kosuke reserved a table at this massive park (hambaku koen). The park was nice except it charged a 250 yen entrance fee, and had a hudge sun thing in the front. I thought parks where suposed to be free >.<>.<>. At night the Cherry blossoms where reallly pretty.