And we are all adults? Maybe its just me. Is it sad I am slowly counting down till i leave here because just so wont be here anymore. Among the million of things that bother me last week I found out something that really bothers me. I was siting around my usually girls and I hear "Hey lets go drinking, Ill bring my boy toy, and you bring yours". Since when are boys toys. I feel like people here are really caught up on the ideal of having a Japanese boyfriend and aren't dont care about peoples personalities at all. After hearing this I didn't want to hear the rest of the conversation and I got up and left. I know if these Japanese boys didn't like being treated like "toys" then they would tell them to stop right? But doesn't it say something bad if your the girl who does it? So I officially have a girl who is jealous of me because I am friends with her boy toy. I guesses this but I got a confirmation from my friend today. Now this boy we will call him Hiro talks to me I dont always talk to him, sits near me, eats lunch whatever cause he is my friend. So its Friday afternoon and the boys finish playing basketball so I go and test out my non existant skills with Hiro then Kosuke. Hiro shows off his surprising good dribble and I get my face handed to me >.<>.< (goodness these boys ) I was told today by tiff that Ms. Kellly told someone to come and break us up, so (my ) alex repeats "yeah go break them up", and Kosuke comes over to break us up. Then that night we where all drinking (meaning everyone else but me LOL, Japanese beer is NASTY) in the park and ms. kelly is all touchy on Hiro all night. Whatever right? Not caring I just chill out and enjoy my Fanta and my Pokky, feeling better about myself cause I dont have throw myslef on someone because I am dieing for attention. Hiro comes up to me and he said "hey wanna play a game?", Im like uh sure >.< *slightly creeped out* But this game was inocent and fun. The game was a fun version of rock paper sizzors where if you will you get to walk for 5 steps each time you beat the other person. Sadly enought that was the most fun I had all night, cause for somereason I forgot about my surroundings and just smilled for the first time in like 3 days. Eventhough I could feel the angry vibes I didnt let it get to me. Last thing that blew my mind this chick lends Hiro her bike but doesnt say anything to the affect of " Get home safe, or be carefull", she saids " Hey be carefull with my bike, cause if you get in trouble then they will trace it back to me". >.<
So the morral of this story? Im going to hang out with other people and enjoy the rest of my time here.
The drama with my so called friends is tooo much. I need to just talk to them about it but for somereason I dont. I wish I could tell them how they hurt my feelings when they leave me behind. When my friend puts a boy first when I come running when she calls. I try so hard to justiy it in my mind and it doesnt work. Friends dont do that, and I'm done. Im done being nice, and not saying anything, and making excuses for terrible friends.
Eww what a emo post lol I gotta do something fun so I can write about it here.
To make matters worse I droped my 200 dollar phone today & Bank of America Over Charged my credit card >.<
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
High School drama.. wait I thought I was in College
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